Temporal Vortex

I’m not that hyped-up to welcome the New Year this time, why? The results of the entrance examinations will be posted sooner or later next year. My life will soon enter a new stage and I don’t want that to happen yet. Maybe, I did my job to get the score but still, I don’t know what the future holds. Well, still, I’m looking forward on studying in UP. It’s easier to choose where to study if you’ve already passed many. Hmm… Anyway, I don’t want to get further with the subject because It’s not that soon to think of. Come to think of it, my stay in MunSci will be just in 3 months before I graduate… *sigh*

In accordance with my present life, I want to finish all my project [which I can’t do because it is all GROUPWORKS]. I also want to diminish my habit of mine always playing… Instead, doing such things meaningful[such as this]. I want to finish reading El Filibusterismo so that it wouldn’t be any hassle in 4th quarter. I want to be more stereotype to focus on my studies[haha, that doesn’t mean friendship doesn’t have time] I want to get my glasses because I think I already have an eye problem[it’s blurry sometimes]. I’d like to rewrite my Calculus notebook because my notes are scattered. I want to be a bookworm. I want to have a laptop of mine. I’d like to watch more animes, animes, and annnimes. I like to give enough time to my cats. I want to learn how to cook[haha]. I like to have a hot oil treatment[hair fall]

That is too many to be fulfilled yet I wish I could do them at once, *sigh*. Aw, I think my hand got rusty because there hasn’t been no writing all this time. I hope my brain didn’t.

It’s already the resume of classes in January 3 yet I haven’t finished yet my Chrono Cross. This is all because the Laptop I’m using is undergoing[currently] some scan for its drive because it says I didn’t turned it off properly[excuse me but I never do that to any pc]. That’s some rotten laptop and it sucks. It’s very slow to run programs. gahr, I can’t play anything at the moment :(.

Even though I said I want to diminish my playing habits, I’m giving it all this coming summer vacation for it will be my last peaceful vacation. I don’t know if online games would have a time slot in college. Beats me… In any case, I’ll just do…play, eat and sleep . I’ll miss everyone…*sigh* I want to study in other country that has a junior high. There, high school days are longer[and I want that]. Huhuhu

Its very lonesome this Christmas… We have lost two cats already… I don’t know if it will soon become three :(. I’ll name them first from top to bottom and from left to right…

The pale orange cat at the top left is Cheese Ring. His name is derived from his color. Next to him at his right is Honey(yeah as in pulot..- (Pu’-lot) She gave birth to Conni( one of the recently born cats). At her right is Cheese Curl (I actually want to give Garfield as his name because he totally looks like. He also has his lovely fuzzy fur. He is the most caring to their furs among the five). The black and white at the left bottom is Calla(derived from kalye). Lastly, my senior citizen cat, Pichu. (He was cute when he was still little…)

The two who died was Honey and Cheese Curl… It was actually sad to talk about them but I really miss them that much. Honey just died that night… We were all wondering why and how… Our neighbor did said that she got stuck on a chicken wire…She wasn’t able to let go and got stuck there and died. I don’t believe to them of course… That’s a very cheap trick for us to believe them… My mother got a hunch that they killed her… I was very angry at that time… I wasn’t able to see her body as well, she was just thrown by our neighbor who was the first witness… Every time I passes through the bridge, I always remember her… She was just picked yet she had grown close to me…

Cheese Curl didn’t actually died… He just disappeared and there, he didn’t show up anymore. I love this cat because of his striking resemblance with Garfield as well with his fuzzy furs that I love to squeeze… He is the heaviest of them all and the biggest because he is the gluttonous of them all -__- I miss him as well. If ever he is still alive somewhere… I wish that he is happy right now. Valderrama Residence is always open for him to return to us :(.

This week, Pichu had grown old and had some appetite problems… He doesn’t eat that much and easily losses his appetite if someone(another cat) joins him with his meal. He is my first pet cat. He is the reason and start of my passion for cats. He was my very first pet to take care of. There are times that he is sick. I thought that he would die that time but he recovered and stayed with me again. I had him since I was a grade 5 student. I’m 4th year right now so he’s about 6 years old already. Well, I have to thank him because he is the reason why we have so many cats. Even though there is Calla, Honey, Cheese Curl/Ring, Connie, Julia, Lulu, I won’t exchange him for anybody. He would remain as my favorite pet.

I wish that Connie will continue her bloodline she is the daughter of Pichu and Honey… She is my only hope to remain their bloodline. Julia is the one that inherited Cheese Curl and Ring’s bloodline together with Calla. I wish they would stay with me longer than any else.

I don’t know if my passion for animals will continue but I don’t want to see them suffer. When I was a little kid, I also thought of becoming a veterinarian to cure them. For now, I want to be a successful accountant. I was a crybaby that time. I don’t know why I am always crying when one of my pets die…

My rabbit also died recently due to some unknown reasons and I feel bad for him because he was just purchased for our research yet he was not used. If only our research would not need any rabbits then I should have not bought him and cause him to suffer on his tiny little cage without any partner…

For years to come, I wish to stay with my cats and have as many as I could .

To Honey and Cheese Ring… ~†RIP†~

To Pichu… please get well soon

Hahaha, It’s been a while since napanood ko ang video nito sa youtube. Naaalala ko kasi ang aking paboritong MMORPG na laro kapag napapanood ko ang video. Pra sa akin, Rose Online ang pinaka”ideal” form of online game. Well anyways, iba iba tayu ng opinyon at pagtingin sa mga games especially kapag napakaraming naglalaro. It’s kind of lonesome kasi shinut down na yung server ng Rose noong November last year. Yeah, isang taon na akong nangungulila sa Rose. Well, nagtatapos naman talaga ang lahat ng bagay, pero for me, parang napakabilis naman ng mga pangyayari. I think it’s April 2006 when levepupgames decided to have Rose as free to play meaning wala nang mga prepaid cards na kelangan bilhin sa mga suking tindahan. Sabi ko nga its the “ideal” MMORPG for me kaya nman mabubuhay ka dun kahit hindi ka bumili ng pangporma or ng pampalakas. I think its the reason why hindi pumatok ung balak ng LU na gawing PHP ung way ng transaction sa pagkkaroon ng mga magagandang equips. Hindi ko lang lamang tlaga lubos maisip kung bkit nasabi nila na hindi pumatok ang Rose noong dineclare ng LU n free to play na ito. I was a witness. Ang server 3 ng Polaris ay punong-puno ng mga shops. Meron pa ngang taga Europe na naglalaro eh.

Hindi ko man lamang nasaksihan ang Eldeon. Luckily, umabot naman sa level yung character to be able to travel til Luna, yung snowy planet ng Rose. Doon ko inispend yung last moments ko with my character. It was a bit saddening kasi nga akala ko mayroon na akong bagong mapaglilibangan instead of Ragnarok again and again. Disappointed talga ako.

Bakit ko nga ba naalala tong Rose Online? May presentation kami ngayon sa PE. Its a dance presentation. Sabi kasi nila modern. Tapos habng nagbobrowse cla ng music sa iPod ni mark, i heard this song, All I Want Is Your Love. The video I saw in YouTube flashed in my mind. Tapos yun, i reminisce about the old times and I show the video to some of my groupmates. Hehe, sabi nila, kyut naman daw and easy lang yung steps to follow so some were willing to practice the steps.

In my part, medyo naiinsulto ako sa LU. Yung flash nung Honor Roll Program ng LU, kasama pa yung Rose. Well, kung magbabago rin lang sila ng list of games, paltan din nila ung images hindi yung magtitira pa sila ng bakas kasi sa part nung mga players na ..hindi naman sa kinarir pero parang naging etiquette n yung paglalaro ng Rose, xempre medyo nakakainis kasi masyado mong inadik tapos in one instant mabubura lang lahat.

eto ung link ng video ng All I Want Is Your Love… It is certainly cute and fun to watch…

hehe… shoulda nananana…..