Haha, this was the only chance I had to write about what I have experienced during the Retreat. It is all because of this rotting PC. I just installed RF Online when it messed up and ended up being booted by my brother XD. Anyway, this is what happened…

It was very exciting since I didn’t attended the last year field trip so I was worked up to arrive early enough to school. I didn’t know that we must write retreat letters to our friends. Actually, I read the letters before this line. I actually plan to read them while I’m making this entry. Thanks to all people that gave me letters. So far, I haven’t been given by someone I never made one(Haha, alam ko naman na yung iba wala nang masabi!). I made the letters during the retreat itself and luckily, I was able to finished it. Enough words to lighten up their minds and brighten up their days. I hope I didn’t hurt their feelings with some of the words I include in the letters to somehow sum up how I describe them as someone whom they shared their time with.

I was asleep the whole time we were traveling from both routes since I hate bus rides. I hate the scent of the bus and it makes me dizzy. I also folded some crane oregami while the ride which triggered my dizziness. I was thankful to have Chezka beside me because she acted as my pillow :) .

The main facility of the Carmelite is high-class as they say (of course, it should be… since it cost us that much). I had JP and Buqs as my roommates.

The session with the monk(dunno his name since he didn’t told us) was very heartfelt… I was very moved by what he said about things. One thing for sure… I didn’t felt the guilt during the sermon about our parent’s sacrifices to us because I think I do things how they raised me as their child. Though I sometimes failed their expectations , I try to do it rightly next time. I think my classmates think me of something they called as a “rock” since I didn’t shed a tear but I’m the kind of person who’ll do all for the sake of my parents.

Haha, It must be a bit funny but I think I have resolved myself already before the retreat happened.

The retreat is very tiring, I thought Im going to experience “impatso” because after eating, we must return again to the conference hall without even having a short walk.

~ I pledged that day… ~

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